沟通

我从3岁就学会说话，随着年龄的增加，我渐渐的变得不大会说话了。

小时候，头脑想的就可以直接说出口。

而到了现在，话已不能随便出口了，这使到我变得不大会说话了。

不懂从几时开始我变得少跟你说话了。今天又是因为沟通问题而被你骂！每次每次都是因为我的沟通能力不好而被骂!说真的，我真的真的很羡慕姐姐妹妹可以很随心所欲的跟你讲话。为什么我永远做不到？为什么？这个问题我永远解不到答案，为什么它不像数学那样可以有解答？为什么这个问题永远都留在我心里？答案可以快点出来吗？我真的很怕从对你的尊重转变成对你的憎恨。我不想把它变这样，可以放过我吗？

每个人都可以很容易的把话简简单单的说出来，为什么我却做不到呢？为什么我每次想开口对你说话时，你都会把我所想说的话颠倒过来的？为什么我那么容易被你误会？为什么我每次想对你解释我所做的事时，你都不给我机会？为什么我永远做不到？难道你真的不想跟我说话吗？你知道我很想跟你一起有说有笑吗？你知道我很瞳憬那个感觉吗？我况且觉得你懂，只是和我一样不懂怎么说出口。

说话其实并不难，只是要说出真真想对你说的话·却好难。

sorry..

actually i feel really sorry about that i can't accompany you to visit your friend.

many times u want to pick me up n join wif ur friend, but always can't I make it.

thousand of times u were told me nvr mind, in my heart i really really feel so so so sorry.

every times u need a person to accompany, i always at far.

every times u feel sad, sure that u will keep it inside ur heart, becoz u don't want me worry u.

no one noe me as clear as u.

sorry about that i'm the one who care family more than u.

Ee Ken, tell me if u r feel alone, tell me when u need me, k? don't go smoke alone, plz.

sweet sweet ~~Ken~~

• always think about me at first
• always worry about me
• always make me happy
• always sing the song to me
• always help me solve the problem
• always 'an wei' me when i'm sad
• always accompany me when i'm alone
• becoz of me, he less smoke
• becoz of me, he back home early
• becoz of me, he learn to type sms

what can i do for u? u treat me really really good, do u noe? i will try my best to let u be the best person live in the world, becoz that's u. i'm really happy that u r my boyfriend. thanks to accept me enter ur life.^~^ love u